阅读下面的材料，根据要求写作。(60分)
词语是表达思想情感的载体，也是展现社会生活变化的窗口。当前，世界之变、时代之变、历史之变正以前所未有的方式展开。青年是常为新的，在你的成长过程中，你对哪一个词语的理解发生了变化?这变化有你成长的印记，对你有特殊的意义……
以上材料引发了你怎样的联想和思考?请写一篇文章。
要求：选准角度，确定立意，明确文体，自拟标题; 不要套作，不得抄袭; 不得泄露个人信息; 不少于800字。

The State

State, what a saint word that has been buried since our young age.
I learned, many men and women sacrificed their lives to build such a state.
They said, the very important thing for a citizen is to learn to love his or her state.
I obliged.
I bore the essence of the of word state in my skull and to put every action of my life to espouse her the state. 
I gained the image of the sacred capital, the holy constitution, the parliament, and the great leader of our state.
I lionized the government, deified the civil servants not because I am one of them, but from my unknown love of my state.
The earth is turning, the time passes by. What was the look of my state?
Myriads of corrupted governmental officers has been captured during the magnificent political movement and it was not the end.
The parliament raised an act to amend the constitution to let our leaders to be incumbent forever by a unanimous vote.
Our economy soared, unprecedentedly. Everything including every person skyrocketed to boost the complacency of our state.
Till we met the epidemic, it was like the God flung a stone to our state's head.
No more big data instead of national QR code to imprison us home.
Not a toilet revolution existed anymore replaced with a nation wide warfare to fight against the tiny virus.
Where were those artisans of our great state?
They could not help but keep bragging our military weapons.
Dragons took off from our giant aircraft carriers to kill Raptors in their speeches.
This is our state, it changes rapidly, it seems to not be changed forever.
This is the state in our mind.
I am just telling the truth.